shazie la tu.

I'm going to miss you, baby.

2009-10-18T05:48:00.000-07:00

Tomorrow will be totally different.
I'm going to miss meeting you in school, having lunch at BB, going back home together and everything that we did in school.
&& I'm afraid that I have to find another source to motivate me to go to school each day.
I just hope that it won't be difficult for me to endure your absence until I graduate.
I love Baby(:

2009-09-19T02:12:00.000-07:00

&& sometimes, I do feel like I'm like a tissue paper.

&& I don't know how long can I stand this.

Duh~

2009-07-08T07:40:00.000-07:00

&& I wished that I didn't say out that stupid word.

It slipped through my tongue.

I'm sorry.

Riddle

2009-07-04T09:29:00.000-07:00

At night they come without being fetched. By day they are lost without being stolen. What are they?

2009-07-02T06:04:00.000-07:00

& perhaps you're used to it.

Or maybe I deserved it.

2009-06-25T09:01:00.000-07:00

First of all, I would like to wish happy 18th to Royston Yap. May you be blessed by great health && wealth.

** I love eating donuts with you (:

Today is Tuesday.

2009-06-23T06:31:00.001-07:00

My horoscope for today.
The swing in your step as you approach your partner will make them realize just how special you are. Give them a dose of your famous charm, and you'll completely sweep them off their feet.

Hello, hello, hello!
Haha. Alright, I didn't attend lectures in the morning simply because I was sneezing the whole morning! HAACHOOOO!! Yup. When you add flu with menses cramp, ahh, TERRIBLE!! School was alright. Oh yes, my circuit flasher is like working!! It didn't blink at first, but then I realise that I placed the LED light at a wrong position. So yup, I have to resolder and solder it back again. Thanks to Fana && Roy for helping me.

** I love you(:

Ps: Now, doing report for APEL tomorrow.

First

2009-06-22T06:45:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Calm, cool and collected. That's you. Could anything get you down right now? Probably not. And now that you're in such a great mood, you'll know exactly what to do to make your partner feel the same.

Boohoo! No more holidays. Haha.
WAIT

WAIT

WAIT!!..
I PASS MY BIOPHYSICS!!

Hee. I'm not going to say anything about school. HAH!

**I love eating apple pie && spend my evening with you(:

PS: Naddy, next monday 29 June VERY IMPORTANT!

2009-06-20T10:10:00.000-07:00

Do you think I need anger management or something?? Lately, I've been very stressful and very very moody just about anything. I'll get frustrated and nothing feels right. Everything that people do like bothers me a lot. And the worst part is that I cannot get a grip of myself. This is not okay.

**Like WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?? Seriously?

&& I hate everything under the sun

2009-06-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

That's it, I hate weekends.

Pretty much, I hate everything.

I'll complain just about anything.

&& I won't STOP.

Just deal with it.

HOHO!

2009-06-20T05:35:00.000-07:00

&& sometimes, I just feel neglected.

By someone.

By some people.

HOHO(:

2009-06-19T06:28:00.000-07:00

I love going to Bik Titi's house(:

EAT EAT EAT

WATCH TV

RELAX

huhu

2009-06-14T00:23:00.000-07:00

Oh god, it's been a very long time since I last update my bloggie!
Huhu(:
Okay, first of all, I HATE SCHOOL.
I repeat, I HATE SCHOOL!!

Maybe because the subjects I'm taking now it's hard or I really don't enjoy school.
I have like A LOT of projects.
-APEL
-MOLECULAR GENETICS
-MEDICAL ELECTRONICS
-BIOPHYSICS (debate)
-SOCIOLOGY

Urgh!
Boring...

I want to have a real holiday, like you don't have to think about school.
Vacation by the sea or blah blah blah.

2009-05-08T06:06:00.000-07:00

I feel terrible.

I feel like the world is against.

I feel hopeless.

I feel helpless.

I feel like giving up.

I feel like I'm a mistake.

I feel like turning back time.

Wonder girls~

2009-04-29T23:57:00.001-07:00

School is boring!

Hahaha :D

Good thing is that there's no school on EVERY FRIDAY!!

SLEEP, SLEEP && SLEEP.

Pig!

Seventeen again was GREAT.

Haha.

Ps: Fana, what's the shit for?

Pss: Fathin!!! Hahaha. WONDER GIRLS(:

Psss: I love watching movies.

Blah~

2009-04-12T01:19:00.000-07:00

You know what, some people just don't know when is the fucking right time to stop.

Bloody mother fuckers.

Creating troubles && make others feel so helpless or hopeless,

is the only thing you live for.

FUCK YOU!

Maybe, you don't believe in karma.

I'll be waiting for your turn.

Just wait && see.

2009-04-09T06:48:00.000-07:00

Inferior

2009-03-30T03:39:00.001-07:00

I'm so fucking pissed.

stardust~

2009-03-17T23:12:00.000-07:00

I love Stardust :)

I'm watching it again.

Haha.

happy birthday in advance nad~

2009-03-16T23:32:00.000-07:00

Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to you,
Happy birthday to Siti Nadia BAR,
Happy birthday to you.

A birthday
is a special day
And you are special too,
So I'm sending hugs and kisses
Especially for Siti Nadia Bte Abdul Rahman :)
Muah!

** I miss you.

coming soon~

2009-03-16T23:23:00.000-07:00

Hello.
Yesterday was awesome :)
Nasi lemak, movies, beach && stories.
Thank you.

** I love watching movies
&& I love the couple sits.
Huhu.

2009-03-14T22:50:00.000-07:00

&& I'm grateful that I found you.

Race to Witch Mountain

2009-03-14T22:43:00.000-07:00

I enjoy myself yesterday

&& I'm sorry.

Handbooks~

2009-03-14T22:06:00.001-07:00

I was cleaning my room yesterday,
I found my old handbooks.
2006 && 2007

Seriously, I think school handbooks are useless.
Why?
Students scribble down all the homeworks
but they don't touch it neither they complete it.

&& others write something useless, NOT IMPORTANT AT ALL.
For examples:

"I try to happy
it lasts for awhile
but something goes wrong
and I'm back where I started"

"My mind is a thunderstorm
lightning, flashing continuously
each strike further damaging
the little feelings I have left"

Azillah Elmie wrote:
"When you need a helping hand,
I'll always be there by your side.
So SMILE && LAUGH always
as that will make everyone happy"

IT show @ Suntec

2009-03-13T20:29:00.000-07:00

Oh, I love my new computer.
I love my new camera.
Thank you dear for carrying the things
&& for setting up the computer.
Thank you so much.

I bought this bag but its light brown.
Now I'm aiming for the skirts.
Woohoo:)

2009-03-09T04:39:00.000-07:00

I'm not enjoying my holidays. HOO ):

Yup yup.

Spell it,

B-O-R-I-N-G!!!!!

2009-03-07T18:57:00.001-08:00

Examination results.

When when when when??

2009-03-07T04:16:00.000-08:00

I'm grateful that I'm born healthy && normal.

2009-03-06T22:04:00.000-08:00

My mom just turn to TARZAN.

WOW!

¬!"£$%^&*()_+{}:@~<>?

2009-03-05T20:09:00.000-08:00

Woke up my parents around 3 a.m
said that my asthma getting worse.
Went to the 24 hour doctor.
Medical fees cost $---
Yup it's 3 digits.
Poor dad ):

I love you. **Huggies**

Ps: Thank you for yesterday.
Pss: I'm getting fatter. Huhu (:

2009-03-03T09:48:00.000-08:00

I'm slow, stupid, blur-sotong...what else??

2009-03-03T04:30:00.000-08:00

I'm grateful that we have enough food to eat everyday (:

The Scene Aesthetic - Humans

2009-03-02T18:15:00.000-08:00

Deep deep in your heart

There is a weight that still needs to be lifted

You cover it up

But the pain never stops

Some times I wish you would just listen

Deep deep inside of yourself

There is a soul starving for some affection

Been waiting for years

And the time passes by

All you ever wanted was to fit in

So I wrote you this song

I hope that you like it

Cause you're a lot of my life

And I know you can fight this

And your the most beautiful girl in the world

And I wanted you to know

You're constantly waiting for life

To start and fill up the surrounding

And if you only looked right by your side

You'll find that it never had left you

Lived through so much

And seen so many things

Through it art

And I wish you could just see

If it were up to me

I would construct a key

To your heart

And finally set you free

So I wrote you this song
I hope that you like it
Cause you're a lot of my life
And I know you can fight this
And your the most beautiful girl in the world
And I wanted you to know

You can call me

You've got no reason to hide

You're so lovely

Built with a beautiful mind

You can call me

You've got no reason to hide

You're so lovely

Built with a beautiful mind

You can call me

You've got no reason to hide

You're so lovely

Built with a beautiful mind

(Built with a beautiful mind)

So I wrote you this song

I hope that you like it

Cause you're a lot of my life

And I know you can fight this

And your the most beautiful girl in the world

And I wanted you to know

2009-03-02T02:44:00.000-08:00

I'm grateful that I have my family, YOU && friends :)

2009-03-01T23:57:00.000-08:00

Sunny days

Oh Where have you gone?

I get the strangest feeling you belong.

Why does it always rain on me?

Is it because I lied when I was seventeen?

Why does it always rain on me?

Even when the sun is shining

I can't avoid the lightning

F-u-n. Fun.

2009-02-28T21:15:00.000-08:00

Oh well, yesterday was great!

It doesn't matter that you didn't get into top 10,

as long as you enjoy yourself:)

Congrats!

Ps: Don't mentel-mentel around.

2009-02-26T16:52:00.000-08:00

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button.

2009-02-24T04:38:00.000-08:00

Bueno hola perras!
Mañana es mi último trabajo.

Al igual que wow!!

Huhu:)

Las vacaciones está llegando.

Yay mí.

Así que sí, esperemos que me va bien para mis exámenes.

Ps: Me encanta Faroz.

Figure out what I'm trying to say!

2009-02-23T04:48:00.000-08:00

Hola bitches.

I que odio los exámenes period.

It 's como manejar insane.

I mí no pueden hacer nada, salvo en estudio en el que estoy 100% definitivamente no es bueno at.

Haha.Me estudio?

Sueño en.

PS: Me gusta mucho mi Faroz :)

2009-02-20T21:43:00.000-08:00

Adults think they're always right && they never listen to us.

WHY? WHY?? WHY???

Because they're older than us??

Because they know everything??

Because of what??

Like seriously? Why?

Best wishes

2009-02-18T04:48:00.000-08:00

Hellllo!!! Hee:)
Alright. I want to say good luck && all the best for this coming main examinations. Yup yup.
Hopefully everyone will get good grades including me.
Hey! Go study.

**Concentrate Shazie. You can do it. Weeeheee.

Ps: I want to go shoping with HAS, AZIL, FIRAH && RIN. I miss you samdols.
Pss: Sheikh still owe me birthday present.
Psss: You better make yourself free during the holidays:)

"The greatest mistake you can make in life is to continually be afraid you will make one."
Elbert Hubbard

spell it S-T-U-D-Y!

2009-02-16T05:23:00.000-08:00

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2009-02-16T04:56:00.001-08:00

16022009

Tuesday

Has, kau S-A-M-D-O-L!!! Yes, samdol. SAMDOL SAMDOL SAMDOL! Heeee..

Faggot. Malas aku nak layan kau. Like yarr. Next time I don't want to go shopping with you. Bluek! Hassy Pussy is very FUSSY! Like yarr :)

** Has don't know how to drink milk. BENGGAP OR WHAT?

Ps: Haha no tag board. Later that samdol girl like tag unnecessarily.

NEVER TOO LATE by THREE DAYS GRACE

2009-02-16T04:27:00.000-08:00

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong
Who would've guessed it
I will not leave alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

Even if I say
"It'll be alright"
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try to
Just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

No one will ever see
This side reflected
And if there's something wrong
Who would've guessed it?
And I have left alone
Everything that I own
To make you feel like
It's not too late
It's never too late

"It'll be alright"
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try to
Just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late

The world we knew
Won't come back
The time we've lost
Can't get back
The life we had won't be
As I expected

This world will never be
What I expected
And if I don't belong

Even if I say
"It'll be alright"
Still I hear you say
You want to end your life
Now and again we try
To just stay alive
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
Maybe we'll turn it all around
'Cause it's not too late
It's never too late
(It's never too late)
It's not too late
t's never too late

2009-02-13T11:13:00.000-08:00

&& I have no mood to study,
I declare HOLIDAY.

2009-02-10T04:18:00.000-08:00

"Don't waste your whole life trying to get back what was taken away"

Dance fucker dance.

2009-02-10T02:15:00.000-08:00

10022009
Wednesday

I don't know what to say or how to react when you told me about the messages you received. You may not take it seriously but I do. How it put me into a vulnerable state. Do you even understand what I meant?

I had sleepless night thanks to this. Thank you very much. Like yar

**&& oh you don't know how bad you messed with others life.

Ps: Like yar. How shameful.

2009-02-09T04:59:00.000-08:00

09022009
Tuesday

I "accidentally" read my youngest brother journal.
This is cute:)

TRY TO GET 250 FOR PSLE

[1] I WILL STUDY HARDER & SMARTER
[2] I WILL DO MY HOMEWORK PROPERLY
[3] I WILL REVISE AFTER I'M DONE WITH MY HOMEWORK
[4] PAY ATTENTION IN CLASS
[5] BELIEVE IN MYSELF

ENGLISH - A
MATHS - A*
SCIENCE - A*
MALAY - A*

All the best!

2009-02-08T22:09:00.001-08:00

&& now Nad is singing the remix version of Burung kakak tua:)

BOM or what???

2009-02-08T21:55:00.000-08:00

Shaz AAAHHHH!!!
(shake head)

Huhu. Okay okay okay. I know must update blog. Ye makcik nak update sekarang juga:)
Wakaka.

Uh. Hello people.

[1] My compprog project like FINALLY WORKING.

[2] Now I forget all my formulas for EDEVICE QUIZ later.
Oh thanks Nad & Lalat

[3] Today no PSPS!!!
Wooohoooo. (DR RAJA!!!)

[4] Nad is singing this malay song and it goes like this ...
"Cantik menarik. Kau da bom. Kau da bom"
Any idea what song is this???

R.I.P

2008-12-23T04:01:00.001-08:00

Dey Masala!

2008-11-25T04:22:00.001-08:00

3 down, 3 more to go. ARGH!!

First paper of the day E.Maths 2. I find it rather tough. I got stuck at the second question part b. D^2y/dx. Damn it. Blahblahblah!

Second was Dfund 2 lab test. I obtained 90 out 100 marks. CARELESS. Oh my god. I feel like smashing my against the wall. BANG!

Last paper was er uh.... oh! COMPUTER PROGRAMMING! Hahaha. I don't want to talk about it. Like yarrrrrrrrrrr.

Term test is coming. I should start studying. Cut the playing time. DOUBLE UP DOUBLE UP. Okay that's all. BYE.

**Berita blog, seorang wanita burp di toilet tadi. KUAT!!!
Siapa uh?? Who?

2008-11-23T04:46:00.000-08:00

BLESSED (Christina Aguilera)

When I think how life used to be
Always walking in the shadows
Then I look at what you've given me
I feel like dancing on my tiptoes
I must say, every day I wake
And realize you're by my side

I know I'm truly blessed
For everything you give me
Blessed
For all the tenderness you show
I'll do my best
With every breath that's in me
Blessed
To make sure you never go

There are times that test your faith
'Til you think you might surrender
And, baby, I'm, I'm not ashamed to say
That my hopes were growing slender
You walked by in the nick of time
Looking like an answered prayer

I know I'm truly blessed
For everything you give me
Blessed
For all the tenderness you show
I'll do my best
With every breath that's in me
Blessed
To make sure you never go

I'm blessed
With love and understanding
Blessed
When I hear you call my name
I'll do my best
With faith that's never ending
Blessed
To make sure you feel the same

Deep inside of me
You fill me with your gentle touch

I know I'm truly blessed
For everything you give me
Blessed
For all the tenderness you show
I'll do my best
With every breath that's in me
To see you never go
Never, never, never go

I tear my heart open

2008-11-23T03:50:00.000-08:00

Stop asking me questions about Aidil. I don't like it. Futhermore I have no interest in just about anything that's related to him.

Okay, I have 4 quiz and 2 lab test next week. GREAT!!
Tuesday:
E.Maths 2
Dfund lab test
Compprog

Wednesday:
French writting and listening test

Thursday:
Dfund quiz

Friday:
Edevice lab test

Stress is circling me from every corner. Can anybody just lie to me and say everything will be alright?

Oh well, I think I'm suffering from depression.
(http://www.depression.com/causes_of_depression.html)

**Hassy, be strong okay?

2008-11-22T17:06:00.000-08:00

A simple line can make laugh or cry.

2008-11-22T04:23:00.000-08:00

Berita Msn, seorang wanita hendak quit school untuk menjadi pemain hopscotch.

2008-11-21T22:39:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was fun except for the Edev lecture & Biochem quiz.
Hee.. I play hopscotch with Fana until level 6. (Deprived from childhood)
Can't continue.
Panting & sweating.
Didn't went to Pentas.
Sorry girls.

** Oh I hate school.
**Whose birthday's coming??

2008-11-20T05:28:00.000-08:00

I think my family is breaking apart. Why? I have no idea.

Me against the world.

2008-11-08T00:07:00.000-08:00

Everywhere I go
Everyone i meet
Every time I try to fall in love
They all want to know why I'm so broken
Why am I so cold
Why I'm so hard inside
Why am I scared
What am I afraid of
I don't even know
This story never had an end

2008-11-08T00:03:00.000-08:00

Look at me - Sum 41

Look at me
Who am I supposed to be and what do I believe?

Can you tell me
Since you made up your mind
Who knows what you believe

And I just don't know
Oh I just don't know, who am I supposed to be?

Look at me
Am I the image of you're hopes and tragediesJ
ust look at me
Will I ever be more than just a memory

Cause you just don't know
You just don't know
All I am is me
All I am is me
All I am is me

Father And Mother I Love You. Blahh

2008-11-07T21:48:00.001-08:00

Oh yes, I know i haven't been updating my blog. Haha. Guess I'm too tired to update it somehow. Alright where should I start?

1) 9 November, Sunday

Fana's big day! God, she's 17! Finally. Haha. I keep asking what she want for her birthday and she replied "Aku nak BMW 2008". Er, darling girl you don't have a car license yet so think about getting one. Ask A.P to buy for you. Huhu.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NUR FARHANA ABDULLAH
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU!!

Haha. Totally unglam!!! Padan muke kau. Post lagi gambar aku tak hot.

2) I sprain my left ankle
TEMPANG!!! Haha. Fathin kau jahat eh panggil aku tempang. Takpe at least aku tak pakai trolley uh. Lalalalalala. Hee. Uh still hurt a bit when i walk. Haiya. I feel so old. ACHING

3) FATHIN FATHIAH BINTE MOHAMAD ARIFF
D.O.B 26 July 1990
ETCM, Year 1.2
**HER LAUGHTER IS HIGHLY CONTAGIOUS!!

4) 7 November, Friday
I don't want to talk about it. I'm sorry.

2008-10-31T23:02:00.000-07:00

Okay. I'm weird. That's final.

HOW SWEET!!!

2008-10-29T05:52:00.000-07:00

Nursimutihammad Farsharozzana Manimarjazoki.

**Thanks Siti Nadia BAR for the poem. I hope that you'll be okay. Happy happy always. We are here for you. NAD CHOOSE **** EH.

**To Nurhaslina Ahmad, good luck for your Maths paper 2 tomorrow okay. Check your working, don't be careless.

PS:LOVE you all.

2008-10-27T05:54:00.000-07:00

Okay let me list out.

1) Uh I had prata for breakfast.
2) Went to meet Has & Zilla.
3) Had lunch at Swensens. [Don't be jealous dear. Delicious!]
4) I bought an Oakley cap.

5) I rounded Tampines Mall & Century Square like 10 times just now.

6) I eventually forget what to blog.

Okay. I'm back from camp & my laptop is like OKAY!!
**I'm so tired. I want sleep. Bye Yeap love you too:)

*** I'll update the pics some other day.

Zilla wrote this. Haha:) CUTE.

2008-10-24T00:04:00.000-07:00

**I can't believe the drama that she's in.

PS: Go listen to ESCAPE THE FATE NEW SONGS!!!
PSS: Siti Nadia BAR read this!!

Something-Escape the fate
So now you're running
It's hard to see clearly
When I make you angry
You're stuck in the past
And now you're screaming
So can you forgive me?
I've treated you badly
But I am still here
Sometimes I wonder
Why I'm still waiting
Sometimes I'm shaking
That's how you make me
Sometimes I question
Why I am still here
Sometimes I think I am going crazy
Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else(Someone)
(something to somebody else)
You look at me through clouded eyes
I know you see through my lies
See the sky, see the stars
All of this could be ours
Out of sight, out of mind
We've been through this a thousand times
Turn your back and then you make me feel so crazy
Can you help me understand?
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait (I would wait)
You know I would wait forever
Yes, I would wait
And now you wish that you meant something
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And now you wish that you met someone
And now you wish that you meant something to somebody else
And I'm the one that should mean something
But still you wish that you meant something to somebody else
Something to somebody else, something to somebody else

FM static!!

2008-10-21T23:05:00.000-07:00

SELF-DESTRUCT BUTTON.
Huhu:)

I miss my laptop. I miss everything that is related to computers and such. I feel like a caveman. Ha ha. Okay i know I got tonnes of things to update and yes I forget. Hee:) I need to buy new memory card.

Ouh yar baby is like beside me now. HOT or what? I KNOW YOUR SECRETS NOW!! Like seriously uh Fana. Of all, why him him him him him?? Very !@#$%^&*()_+. I should go for the October camp!! GOSSIPS!!! Anak Pak Belalang betul!! Sheesh.

**My phone is like dead too!! Oh people, can't message you for today. SORRY:(

***I lost my voice during the holidays. MUTE. Yup

****I'm having stomach ache now

PS: I'm going to cut it after my camp so yar. Wee. Yay me!

Laptop is dead:(

2008-10-20T02:29:00.000-07:00

Hey there!!
Guess what?? My laptop is like !@#$%^&*() so yar.
Duh!! I know my blog is dead. That's all!

Bye bye:)

Cut your bloody HAIR!!!!!!!!
IRRITATING OR WHAT!

2008-09-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

I want a SUPER BIG BIG BIG hug from you right now.

2008-09-26T11:14:00.000-07:00

I know I'm mean and such.
I don't know what else to say.
I'm sorry.

Dancing. Lalala(:

2008-09-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

Alrighty. I went to meet my girls yesterday. Huhu Fira, Has && Rin. Walk around Tampines Mall searching for Azillah's presents and Rin is looking for a handbag for Raya. I bought this lip bum. Smells like chocolate. Hot or what? Hahaha.

** Thanks Rin for the shirt and the necklace. Appreciate it much!

** Ouh yar, thank you Fira for the baby piglet too!

I went to watch the Disaster Movie. To me it wasn't that great. Bangkok Dangerous was way better. Yup. Next time, my treat. Haha(:
You want to watch what show??

And after all I don't regret a thing
I want to thank you

This song keep repeating in my mind.

Wonderful by Jonathan Clay

Here we are again
It's been so long
Since I've seen your face
Look back into your eyes
There's no more need to cry
Tonight I'll be your saving grace

So give me your hands
And we can make plans
For the rest of our days

And the world is wonderful
And tonight is wonderful
And right now is wonderful
Thanks to you, thanks to you, thanks to you

And we've got something real
Its something that we feel
And they don't seem to understand
But I don't really care
Cause when I've got you there
I feel like I'm a better man

So give me your hands
And we can make plans
For the rest of our days

And the world is wonderful
And tonight is wonderful
And right now is wonderful
Thanks to you, thanks to you, thanks to you

I want you more and more each time that you're around
And you've got me feeling like
I'm 10 feet off the ground

And the world is wonderful
And tonight is wonderful
And right now is wonderful
Thanks to you

And the world is wonderful
And tonight is wonderful
And right now is wonderful
Thanks to you

And the world is wonderful
And tonight is wonderful
And right now is wonderful
Thanks to you, thanks to you, thanks to you

Hoho(:

2008-09-23T08:05:00.000-07:00

Okay. I wanted to say that I'M SORRY for not replying (sms) to some of you guys. I'm so sorry.

&& yar I have a great today. Haha. My legs!! Argh! Can break anytime now. Walk here and there. Only god knows how tired I am. But overall its fun. Haha.
(No need to know the details)

Ouh yar, I'm sorry for waking up late and you wait. Haha. I'm sorry for eating in front of you too. Hahaha. Tak puasa kan. So makan la.

And to Has, sorry didn't picked up your call. Haha.

**This is all I have for now. (Botanic Garden)

2008-09-21T05:28:00.000-07:00

Huhu. New song. Its from Ra Ra Riot. I just love it. So yar.

2008-09-18T23:40:00.003-07:00

Like oh my god! Menstrual cramps are killing me. Argh!! ):

2008-09-18T23:40:00.001-07:00

Guess what!! Haha. People I vacuum and mop the house today. Tired or what?!? Haha tu je. Bye

2008-09-17T22:30:00.000-07:00

Hahaha.
Ass you back!!
You're killing me.
Yes I know I'm a ********.
Yucks so MENGGELIKAN okay.
Uh whatever.
So yar, it's their fault not mine.
They=weird.
Shazie=normal.
Haha.
I'm not running away from anything.
I won't ask him why.
Because it's not important and yar um yar um yar um yar um um um..

**FSS

Ps:Don't tell a single soul.

2008-09-15T23:29:00.000-07:00

Hassy, your mouth quite BIG eh? Go buat kuih la. Asshole.

By the way, I didn't tell him anything about the bus ride. So yar.

2008-09-15T21:00:00.000-07:00

Okay. That's weird. Yup.

2008-09-15T05:27:00.000-07:00

Has bought the Lacoste slipper that I want!!! Nvm Im getting Gallaz or something else. Huhu(:

Bagus la tu. Dah la slow. We have to make one big turn to fetch that ass. Rabak or what? Then she bought turkey ham. Haha. Then we go home. Haha.

Before that went to downtown with Zuzu. Okay no need to know the details. Ahaks! So yar.

2008-09-14T08:35:00.000-07:00

Hahaha. Has tak dapat lepak besok!! Padan muke kau!! Fuck me? Huhu (:
You're such an ass. Sick in the brain. Tomorrow you have tuition so yar. Blaja rajin-rajin ya?

Okay today went to break fast at Syafiq's house. Rabak. People, you know he tak layan aku seh. Yela aku ni kan sape? Huhu (: Ada HOTDOGS!! OOOuh it's killing me. Like hotdogs!! Who like hotdogs seh people?

Then Nizar went shopping just now. Uh bagus la use my money. Rabak or what!

Now my family like cakap bahasa indon already. Thanks to you eh. Haha. "Nizar ya??" Oh my god. It was like so funny. Okay.

Dah la I'm so lazy to type. Huhu.

2008-09-13T10:13:00.000-07:00

Siti Nadia got her old friend back. Why can't I?

2008-09-12T09:53:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.Someone with just as big a personality as yours (it's possible) gets up in your face and tries to start something. It's totally up to you whether you want to mix it up or let them walk away this time.

Hello people!! I'm back from camp. Hoho I'm darker now. But still hot. HAHAHAHA. Okay I shut up. So yar, it's fun. Lots to tell but I like lazy to type.

Went to meet Azil, Hassy Pussy && Fira Shakey to break fast together at Banquet. It's always the four of us. So yar.

Ps: To whom it may concern, I don't really care anymore. Like go fuck yourself. Seriously.
Pss: Has, stop it. ( the bestfriend thingy!!) Haha

2008-09-07T08:59:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Your excitement over a new idea today is infectious. Everyone who comes within earshot takes notice of your positive energy. You're a flurry of action and people can't wait to see what inspires you next.

One week of fasting. Hoho. I'm not losing weight seh!! Like the same. Haha not hot seh! Okay just now Syafiq's family including Paman Wan && Sunarty came to my house to break fast. Hoho. My mum cook Nasi Lemak and something like hot plate chicken thingy. I know both dishes doesn't really match but we don't really care because we're like too damn freaking hungry. Ouh ya, there was also fried bee hoon that Syafiq brought along.

Ps: Syafiq = My primary school friend. Hoho :)

Yes!! I need to tip toe while washing the dishes. I know I'm short. No need to tell that Dollah about it. Keep it low. Hoho. Thanks:)

** I forget what to blog!!! Urgh!

Okay la bye. What a boring and dry post.

I'm not talking to you.

2008-09-05T02:16:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Nothing turns you off quicker than a self-centered drama queen. However, some experts say that we despise the same traits in others that we need to work on fixing in ourselves. Take a closer look at why you're peeved.

Ouh yar, I'm grounded. Haha. Why? No need to know. I did nothing serious. Really. So yup, not talking to Suriani. Sometimes I just want to **TOOOT TOOOOT* at her. But what to do, I can't cause she's my mama. Hoho OINKS!!

Yesterday went to break fast at Sunarty's house. I slept all night after that. Hoho oinks.

I haven't start studying yet!! Oh shit. I'm going to die die die die.

&& I miss school eventhough I hate school.

PS: Sorry Rin tak dapat meet. Haha blame that Suriani. **Oinks!!

10 shiny finger nails

2008-09-03T06:44:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Your ego keeps getting in the way of a close connection with someone new. It's hard to let go of insecurities when someone new is teasing you. Learning to laugh at yourself is a sexy trait to master.

Hello babes and hunks, haha. Alright, my 10 finger nails is shiny!! Hoho. But it is not as shiny as Hassy though. Howeverrrrr, it's stil hot like hell. Haha. Actually Has went to buy the nail buffer at Body Shop then after that we went to buff our nails at void deck. Hahahahaha. Hot or what la seh?? Okay. Then Has brought her mp3 thingy and hahahaha we keep on singing. Rabak la that girl.

NANANANANANANANANANNANA..

I went to look for job but they only want permanent staff. Huak huak huak!!! Too bad la Shazie.

Ps: 3rd day of holy month
Pss: Hahaha. Sham, kirim salam only?
Psss: Where did your heart gone missing?

2nd day of fasting

2008-09-02T05:04:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
It's about time you ask someone special on a date. Don't be nervous. Just think of a casual event to invite someone to and do it. The less you think about it the easier it will be. Follow your heart.

Okay just now I was like soooo hungry and now, I'm like full. Hahaha. Okay. I haven't start studying yet for the SUP paper. Hohoho. I got the feelings that I have to take SUP paper for CKT.

Ouh ya, mama ask me to find a job. She state that I will be wasting my time if I did not spend my holiday wisely. WTF?? Okay, So, how to get a job people??

Yesterday something weird happened. Like so uh dramatic?? Hahaha. Okay I would like explain more but if I post it in my blog, I'm afraid that this *person* will be paiseh so or something. But it's damn freaky la people.

Ps: To someone who hate me or should I say, don't-really-like-me that type of thing, I just want to say that I have your bloody inner most secret of all. Muahahaha. So better don't make Shazie sad or angry. Huhu. (:

Tralalalalalala~~

Happy Fasting

2008-09-01T01:05:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Your kind and supportive attitude toward a friend in need doesn't go unnoticed. In fact, your reputation for being a grade-A pal proceeds you. Don't be surprised if a secret admirer compliments you on your loving nature.

Happy fasting people(:
Okay I am so hungry!! Like there's a gig inside my tummy.
Poor thing shazie! So yup.

Yesterday was like hell. Haha. Only Has, Azil, Fira && Hisham know why. It's a secret. I never done anything like that before. Haha. Record for Shazie. Hooray. Ouh yar,

**Azil got a new haircut. Next time your birthday we celebrate at salon alright??
** && Fira favourite colour now is Pink.
** Hassy is finally 17.
Yay!

Ps: I need a job. Now!

Hoho(:

2008-08-31T09:11:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
A good strategist knows when to act and when to wait. Today you might want to reassess your plan of action when it comes to courting someone new. While you want to speed things along to the desired outcome, it might be in your best interest to let them make the first indication that they are ready for romance.

Went out with Azillah, Hassy aka the birthday girl, Firah && Hisham. Okay blah blah blah.. This time I am so lazy to type not forget.

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to Hassy Pussy,
happy birthday to you(:

On Saturday, as usual went to Afgan area to meet that Hassy Pussy and Jack. Talk talk talk talk talk. Hahahahahaha. Then there's was like a gig below my block. Haha hot or what people??
Yup. That's all. Haha. ok good night

Changes

2008-08-31T08:06:00.000-07:00

Before that on Friday, I went back to East View. I was shocked most of the time by how people change so drastically. Yep. Hoho celebrate my birthday with Matthew and the class. Okay, a little bit of cocked up here and there. But the past remains as past so no use bringing up old matter. However a little bit disappointed by how different they treat each other.

Happy birthday Hassy(:

2008-08-30T09:07:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday Nurhaslina Ahmad.

Maybe you be bless with great health && wealth.

2008-08-30T02:33:00.000-07:00

I'm sooooooo SORRY Rizal.
You're like sooooooo last minute to confirm with me.
Hoho.
Okay enjoy yourself "THERE" && good luck trying to entertain yourself because I won't be there!!!!
Hooray to me (:

Ps: Nizar gone to camp
Pss: You're such a dork

2008-08-29T08:37:00.000-07:00

Love to Matthew, Neroshaa, Azillah, Peilin, James && s407. Hoho(:

Thanks for the presents:
(Amy, Peilin && James)

Ps: Has aku sorry tau!!!

No Title.

2008-08-28T07:55:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Willpower might not be a strong suit for you today. Hold off on making any major potential relationship decisions until you know you can be strong. People who don't have your best interests at heart may take advantage of you.

Okay, Hisham said to me something. Some part of my heart just couldn't accept it. It's hard la but I know that people change, so yar. I'm not sad anymore.

I'm lucky to have friends that are always there for me. Like even though we all are busy with stuffs, we still find the time to meet each other even for awhile. And I can assure you guys that I will never try to replace your positions with anything else.

** Sometimes you make me like fucking happy and sometimes I feel that you're using me. If one day I find a better person, I don't think twice to replace you. I have FEELINGS too. I'm always there for you. But you like don't even bother about me. Like seriously. I am slow but I am not a DUMBFUCK who you can play around with. Like understand?? Fuck Lydia(:

Glad its OVER!!!

2008-08-27T03:01:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.

Your heart is precious, so why do you let everyone you're attracted to mishandle it. Treat love like the valuable treasure it is, and not like your worn out gym shoes and you might have a chance at a real romance without the heartache.

Okay, exams are over. HOHO. Yay!! I'm so fucking happy. Aku dah nak dekat jadi gile seh blaja untuk main exam. Tired liao!!!!! Uh ok go die. I'm ready to take SUP paper. Wooohoooo):

I FORGET what to blog. STM uh!!

**Ouh ouh,, I know one of Fana's secret!!!!
Hahaha. God, she's so D-E-A-D.
(huhu Fana kau slalu stress kan aku uh)

** Fudhail liar seh!!!

Ps: Aku tak mabok eh Faii tadi pagi. Like yar.
Pss: Besok nak kluar?? Hello?? Anybody?? Lols~

Anyway, HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY IN ADVANCE TO TENGKU AMIRA BTE - - - - - - - - - - - -.(Secret la)

**How??

shazie

2008-08-26T06:26:00.000-07:00

Screw CKT la. I'm ready to take sup paper.What the fuck?
Argh sial uh, aku tengok paper je dah blank. Ape formula sume aku lupe!!! Dumbfuck la Shazie. I'm just looking forward for the holidays.
I mean like HAP & EMATHS1 is doable, at least I can answer most of the questions.But CKT??? Shit head, I can't even think seh. Poor Shazie):
I think I almost cry during the paper!!!!!!!!! Ala Shazie kau ni belo sangat uh. Dah slow beh b-o-d-o-h!! Uhh tak nak jadi belo la!! I want to become NORMAL!!!

DFUND?? Ouh no, another paper. Knape kene take so many test??? I think right by the age of 30, my brain cells are all - - - -. Okay I don't want to say it. I hope not. I don't like school! I hate everything!!! Like yar.

~~Tralalalalalalalalalaalala......

**Aku stress!!
***I'm addicted.

SOMEBODY SAVE ME!!!!!~~~~

2008-08-23T08:40:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.

Need a fun date idea but you're fresh out? Try brainstorming with pals who's love to send you on an exciting adventure! Don't rule out bizarre concepts. Keep a list in your wallet so you can try them out on a whim.

Iris by Goo Goo Dolls

And I'd give up forever to touch you,

Cause I know that you feel me somehow.

You're the closest heaven that I'll ever be,

And I don't want to go home right now.

And all I can taste is this moment,

And all I can breathe is your life,

And sooner or later it's over,

I just don't want to miss you tonight.

And I don't want the world to see me,

Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am.

And you can't fight the tears that ain't coming,

Or the moment of the truth in your lies.

When everything feels like the movies,

Yeah you bleed just to know you're alive.

And I don't want the world to see me,

'Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,

Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am.

And I don't want the world to see me,

Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

When everything's made to be broken,

I just want you to know who I am.

**I haven't start studying seh!!

Thanks

2008-08-23T07:03:00.000-07:00

Happy Belated 17Th Birthday To MYSELF!!
Huhu:)
**Happy belated birthday you:
-Amin
-Sanchez
-Raj

Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to all August babies,
happy birthday to you.

Thanks people for the presents, I appreciate it a lot.
I love blue stuffs!!

Happy Birthday Matthew Tong

2008-08-21T05:47:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Matt.
Hoho. Yes I miss you!!!
May you be blessed with health and wealth.
Oh yar, tomorrow is my HAP Paper. Gosh I'm so scare.
Happy birthday to all August babies including ME!!!!
hoho:)

Oh happy 15th dear brother

2008-08-20T06:45:00.000-07:00

Happy Birthday Dear Brother.

Ouh yeah, you look so hot in that picture!!!
Wooohoooooo!!!

I am so jealous!! He got a new phone from his girlfriend!! Like what the fuck sia?? Okay, but I totally forget what brand and model.
And he receive this big blue poster with his name on it and a choker and a chocolate bar from my younger brother(how cute!!) and G-shock watch and a bag.Okay. Speechless.

**HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIZAR
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YOU.

So what if I -------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Stop talking behind my back. Selfish bitch. I don't need this kind of friends la.

Faii my ex??

2008-08-19T06:08:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.

Today you can have a good time out of anything. Whether it's entertaining yourself in a boring meeting or making strangers laugh as you waiting in line, you know how to be the life of the party. Let your good mood encourage others to have some fun.

Drive by Incubus

Sometimes, I feel the fear of uncertainty stinging clear

And I can't help but ask myself how much

I'll let the fear take the wheel and steer.

It's driven me before, and it seems to have a vague,

Haunting mass appeal.

But lately I'm beginning to find that I

Should be the one behind the wheel.

Whatever tomorrow brings,

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.

So, if I decide to waiver my chance to be one of the hive

Will I choose water over wine and hold my own and drive?

Aah-ah-oo-o-o.

It's driven me before and it seems to be the way

That everyone else gets around.

But lately I'm beginning to find that when

I drive myself my light is found.

Whatever tomorrow brings,

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeahhh

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there...I'll be there.

Would you choose water over wine....hold the wheel and drive?

Whatever tomorrow brings,

I'll be there with open arms and open eyes, Yeah

Whatever tomorrow brings, I'll be there..I'll be there.

Do do do do do do do do do do do

Ohh wa oh

Do do do do do do do do do do do

Ohh wa oh

I went to study HAP with my 'EX' aka Faiii.

(HAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAHAHAHA, OH MY GOD!! SO TOOOT TOOOOOT TOOOOOT!!! KLAKAR UH FAIII. DENGAR-DENGAR AKU EX KAU. LIKE WHAT THE FUCK SIA??) Okay. Then we are like damn fucking pathetic because we only bring like $5. So yar. Blah blah blah then came along Fad. Followed by Rin then Azil. Hahahahaha. Okay I can't explain how funny it was just now. Ok that's all. This post is sooooo not important!! I keep forgeting what to blog!!!

**Okay time to mug!!!!

Bye.

*** Sayang 'ex' aku!!! Hahaha. This post I dedicate to Faiii. Okay, I'm still laughing like hell.

Hot or WHAT???

PS: Eh I miss lydia. Hoho.

PSS: GO & FUCK YOURSELF. You hear me?? HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA:)

PSSS: Don't read this post

2008-08-18T06:28:00.000-07:00

My horoscope for today.
Things may not be clear right now, but the more you leave love to chance the easier it is to see everything fall in place in due time. Forcing the issue only makes things worse. Clarity comes at its own pace. Be patient.

Lying from you by Linkin Park

When I pretend, everything is what I want it be,
I look exactly like what you had always wanted to see
When I pretend, I can't forget about the criminal I am
Stealing second after second just cause I know I can, but
I can't pretend this is they way it will stay, I'm just
(Trying to bend the truth)
I can't pretend I'm who you want me to be so I'm
(Lying my way from)

You
(no, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can say
(no, no turning back now)
The very worst past of you
Is me

I remember what they taught to me,
Remember condescending talk of who I ought to be
Remember listening to all of that and this again
So I pretend up a person who was fitting it
And now you think this person really is me and I'm
(trying to bend the truth )
But, the more I push the more I'm pulling away cause I'm
(lying my way from)

You
(no, no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can say
(no, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you
Is me

This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this!
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this!
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this!
This isn't what I wanted to be, I never thought that what I said would have you running from me
Like this!

You
(no turning back now)
I wanna be pushed aside so let me go
(no, no turning back now)
Let me take back my life
I'd rather be all alone
(no turning back now)
Anywhere on my own, cause I can say
(no, no turning back now)
The very worst part of you, the very worst part of you
Is me

I went to Mc Cafe at Downtown with Azil and I really studied for HAP, endocrine system. Hot or what? But like still confusing and I really have a long way to go. So yar, wish me all the best for my examinations. Hopefully I pass. Yeah.

** Best wishes to those taking their exams too.

***Kamus or what??

****I love LINKIN PARK!! Like omg, who doesn't??